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My first experience of the symptoms of menopause came in my teens. It was the dead of winter in Connecticut, probably 20 degrees. My family and I were getting ready to go out for dinner when we lost track of my mother. “Susan!” my father called from the bottom of the stairs. My brother and I checked the kitchen. Finally, someone opened the front door and there, standing in the street in short sleeves, was my mother.

“I got hot,” she explained, yelling into the gale-force winds.

Looking back, I now realize what was happening — because I, too, have gone on to defy the elements in a tank top. When my own hot flashes hit, my mother was no longer alive to witness the spectacle. Worse, she wasn’t around to tell me what to expect, how “the change” had in fact changed her and what would happen to me on the other side.

In “Flash Count Diary: Menopause and the Vindication of Natural Life” (the closest proxy I found for my mother and the answers I sought), author Darcey Steinke writes, “I knew so much more going into both menstruation and pregnancy that I did going into menopause.”


Collectively, we are pretty terrible at talking about something that will inevitably happen to more than half of the population. On top of the measurable physical symptoms, if women are to believe pop culture, our shrinking ovaries also portend a loss of sexiness, femininity and desirability.

Instead of sweating it out alone, I spoke with experts and friends to round up the essentials: a glossary of terms, the best products to use while you’re going through menopause and extra resources, including articles and podcasts. So go on and save that tank top for the summer: Here’s your guide to menopause.

Perimenopause: “This is the unofficial label for the time before your period stops,” says Amy Porter, a Virginia-based obstetrician/gynecologist (OB/GYN). Usually beginning in your mid- to late 40s, perimenopause is characterized by heavy or irregular periods, hot flashes, unruly PMS and, for many, bouts of insomnia.

“It’s a long hallway you walk down for around four to 10 years,” quips a friend.

Technically speaking, your ovaries are aging. During peak reproductive years, our estrogen levels rise and fall predictably throughout the menstrual cycle. But as we grow older, we produce less progesterone (another hormone involved in the menstrual cycle), setting up an imbalance. This causes us to forgo regularly releasing an egg every month, hence those irregular periods. To our misfortune, it can lead to hormonal swings that rival puberty.

Hot flashes: The phenomenon of women turning into human fireballs is a bit of a medical mystery, says Porter. But these sudden waves of heat about the face, neck and chest, plus sweating and a racing heartbeat, have something to do with the hypothalamus, the part of the brain that is in charge of temperature regulation. “Your body thinks it’s cold,” she explains, “so it heats up.” Seventy-five percent of women in this country will suffer from hot flashes during perimenopause (and beyond: “You can have hot flashes when you’re 90,” says Porter). While some sail smoothly without breaking a sweat, others aren’t as lucky. Take my friend, an attorney in Maryland. She says that before she travels to visit her family in Florida, “My pre-visit negotiations about where to set the thermostat are a ‘Seinfeld’ episode.” As proof, she sent me a text in which her side of the conversation reads, simply, “65 degrees.”

Menopause: “Menopause is when your ovaries are done, and they’re done forever,” says Porter. In straightforward terms: Menopause is when your periods stop permanently, and you can no longer get pregnant. Because there’s no definitive way to pinpoint the demise of your ovaries, experiencing 12 consecutive months without having a period is the standard definition of menopause. In America, the average age for reaching the finish line is 51.

Hormone replacement therapy (HRT): These are medications containing female hormones to replace the ones your body no longer makes after menopause. Shown to be effective in relieving hot flashes and night sweats, estrogen (which comes in pill, patch, gel, cream or spray form) can also prevent bone loss and reduce fracture, as well as help with vaginal discomfort.

There are also low-dose vaginal products containing estrogen, which come in cream, tablet or ring form. While low-dose preparations can treat vaginal symptoms (dryness, painful sex) along with potential bladder problems (from leakage to infections), they do not help with flashes or osteoporosis.

There has been much said about the risks of HRT. According to the Mayo Clinic, these risks depend on the type of hormone therapy, the duration and dose of the medication and existing health factors such as heart and blood vessel disease, as well as your family history of cancer. Studies show that taking a combination of estrogen and progesterone increased the risk of heart disease, stroke, blood clots and breast cancer.

According to Porter, women can experience a bevy of other symptoms, such as irritability, decreased concentration, joint pains and low libido. Here are some products, crowdsourced from friends and doctors, to help alleviate side effects.

Flash fashion: No need to brave the elements in a tank top now that several fashion brands have developed clothing with built-in, flash-fighting technology. Brands like Become offer T-shirts, nightgowns, camis and even leggings in proprietary fabric that cools skin, wicks moisture and releases heat post-flash.

Sleep supplements: CBD is all the rage, and research suggests it may help with those sleepless nights. Before you try one (such as Plant People’s Drops+ Sleep), check with your doctor, because CBD can affect certain medication. Porter also likes ginseng, which can help with mood swings and sleep disturbances.

Nighty night: “The best advice I got was to put ice cubes in a water bottle and keep it under my pillow,” reveals a friend. If that sounds uncomfortable, Sheex sheets are made of moisture-wicking poly-spandex fabric.

Ditch the pantyliners: Available in styles including hiphuggers, bikinis and even thongs, Speax by Thinx look like anything you’d get from your favorite lingerie brand — except they can hold up to eight teaspoons of urine, as well as neutralize odor.

Moisturizer and lube: Vulvovaginal atrophy (VVA) is a common condition associated with the postmenopausal phase. A decreased estrogenization of the vaginal tissue can cause dryness, irritation and soreness during sex. Since close to 50 percent of postmenopausal women suffer from VVA, that means nearly half of us women are likely experiencing painful sex.

“We have to nurture our libido,” Porter says. To do so, it’s important to moisturize. Porter recommends products such as Replens’s vaginal moisturizer. As for lubricants, try Good Clean Love’s water-based personal lubricant. It’s also helpful to know you are not alone. Articles like this one can help put things in perspective.

A tech fix: One of my friends from high school says she “could not survive without my Embr. It cuts hot flashes off at the pass.” Resembling a smart watch, the Embr Wave bracelet is a Massachusetts Institute of Technology-developed accessory that controls rising body heat. It triggers a natural response to make you feel 5 percent cooler.


“We asked women, ‘Where do you want to get your information on menopause?’” says Claire Gill, founder of the National Menopause Foundation. “Our respondents said that they preferred a website, a news site, a podcast and an online community that was both unfiltered and anonymous.” Gill listened and launched her website to be a place, she says, for community and inspiration. Check it out here.

Gill also cites the North American Menopause Society as a good resource. “It’s a bit more clinical,“ she says. It’s aimed to help train clinicians on menopause, but there is a portal for women to go for frequently asked questions or to find a menopause practitioner.


These shows rated highly among my fellow flashers:

+ “How to Survive Menopause”: This episode delves into how to get through menopause in the most unladylike (and relatable) way possible

+ “Not Your Mother’s Menopause with Dr. Fiona Lovely”: This podcast series features patient stories, advice and Lovely’s take on what she calls “the peaceful passage”

+ “Navigating A New Sexual Life After Menopause”: “Flash Count Diary” author Darcey Steinke talks about sex after menopause for NPR’s “Let’s Talk About Sex” series


I culled through lots so you won’t have to. Here are a few worth your time:

+ “Open Letter to Women”: About 14,000 of my friends read this droll take (Medium)

+ “No One Talks About Perimenopause—It’s Time to Change That”: Here’s what to expect when you’re no longer expecting (Glamour)

+ “Bad friends may exacerbate the menopause, new study finds”: Better ditch those toxic friendships (The Telegraph)


+ “The Vagina Bible” by Jennifer Guntner: This is certainly not your mother’s bible

+ “The Middlepause: On Life After Youth” by Marina Benjamin: A gorgeous literary dive into menopause

+ Jeanne Andrus, a.k.a. the Menopause Guru, has a selection of books (and a healthy sense of humor to boot).

Media representations of women in the midst of menopause are few and far between. Here are three examples of TV shows or films that cast this period of a woman’s life in a meaningful light.

“Fleabag,” Season 2, Episode 3

It was a monologue that won’t soon be forgotten. In the second season of the celebrated Amazon Prime series, Belinda (Kristin Scott Thomas), a woman in her late 50s, talks to the main character, Fleabag (Phoebe Waller-Bridge, the show’s creator and star) about menopause. At a hotel bar, she speaks casually — but with certainty — about the delights of menopause. “Women are born with pain built in,” she begins. “It’s our physical destiny — period pains, sore boobs, childbirth. We carry it within ourselves throughout our lives. Men don’t.” After explaining, with poignancy and humor, how she believes men seek out pain, she adds, “We have pain on a cycle for years and years and years, and then just when you feel you are making peace with it all, what happens? The menopause comes ... but then you’re free. No longer a slave, no longer a machine with parts. You’re just a person.”

“I Got Life!”

This French romantic comedy follows Aurore (Agnès Jaouie), a divorced woman in her 50s who runs into an old boyfriend she dated when she was 18. She navigates that encounter, and the resulting sparks, while grappling with menopause symptoms and age discrimination at the restaurant where she works. But Aurore’s journey is filled with lightness, affirmation and joy. The film’s writer-director, Blandine Lenoir, told the Guardian: “Menopause is a big taboo in France. It’s hard for women because we think we are old at 40. That’s the message from every movie, that you’re finished at 40. But you’re not finished at 40.”

“Big Mouth,” Season 3, Episode 5

No shortage of praise has been heaped upon this animated series for its smart, nuanced look at puberty and teenage sexuality — and its hormone monsters. Yet in the third season, Barb (Paula Pell), the mother of Andrew (John Mulaney), one of the main characters, receives a visit from the menopause banshee (voiced by Carol Kane). At one point, Barb tells the banshee, “I’m not ready to be old! For your information, last night I made love to my husband.” The spirit already knows, and notes, “no fear of pregnancy!” She adds: “This next chapter is yours to live.”

Menopause is a completely strange experience. This memoir tries to make sense of it.

Darcy Steinke’s ‘Flash Count Diary’ is an unflinching look at what happens when her fertility ends — and something unpredictable takes over